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It's time to go around the board again. Since July, so many things have changed. I've started this post in my mind about a million times. So I'm just going to put it all out there:

I don't have a job yet.
New Orleans didn't work out.
A really really bad thing happened after the last post that has messed up my relationship with some friends.
I haven't confronted them about it yet.
Even though I've already written the letter.
People tell me I have to do it myself.
Over the phone.
Lame.
Why can't I just send the letter?
Okay, back to actual points.
I'm back living with my parents, but that was at the beginning of July.

Biggest of all: I have to start over.

I've redone my resume in two different formats. I've written up a list of companies to check out. I've got links from my friends for more jobs.

I'm also thinking of looking, but maybe waiting for my friends to graduate so I don't have to move out on my own.

I'm going to be applying to jobs, for real next month. Not just talking out of my ass. I've just kind of had a mini meltdown. It's time for me to pick myself up and focus on what's next.

One step at a time.