I wanted to write more about what I think of relationships now and how to handle them, but I need to think about it. It's going to be a long post, and it's getting late.

I do have to say that there are things I have to learn... well keep learning. I have to remember that when people don't feel well they aren't going to act the same way that they might if they were feeling well. Not only that, but being stressed and tired, and then feeling sick on top of that, doesn't make things any better. I know that I don't feel like myself when those things happen.

An addiction to texting tends to be a trend in my generation. Especially with us women who crave constant attention. I need to distance myself a little. DSG works early in the morning, so when I don't hear from him before I wake up, I get a little worried. Tomorrow I'm going to wait until I go to the gym or get back... or maybe when I know he's getting off work... I don't want him to think I don't care, but I don't want to push him away either.

I will need to explain things in greater detail, but I just want to let the world know that I am trying to be better.