Enough.

You want to know where that point is? It's right here. This very moment. This is the point where I get so frustrated with the whole non-relationship thing. The whole wanting something I can't have. And I am so mad at Samson. I hate him. But I really don't hate him. But I want to hate him.

This is the moment I've decided I want to get over him. I'm just afraid I'll never get to that point with anyone else where I'll feel happy like that again. I was happy. I wished for something to happen to me, but it didn't turn out like it should. And there are so many "what ifs" that they aren't worth thinking about.

I'm just going to do the best that I can in everything that I am attempting. I have four projects I am currently working on, and maybe a few more to be added shortly. There is so much that can happen and will happen soon.

Life goes on.

I will continue to go on. Until my body gives out I will push forward.