Feeling Good

Have you ever had one of those weeks where you just feel really good. Happy, or as close to happy as you can get, for no reason at all? I don't know about you, but these times are few and far between for me. This week has just been amazing. I've felt... relief and calm and... happy. Maybe content is a better word, but happy fits well enough. The last random happy time I had was a few years ago and I sent happy little messages to everyone. I've had moments of pure joy, like when I met Prince Caspian for my birthday. I was truly, really content and happy two months ago.

This week had many realizations and funny moments for me. Earlier I had a Michael Buble day. I turned on the music and it just made everything better. I wanted to dance and spin around. I didn't get the chance to, but I felt like it. Today, I felt good enough to just sing and make up my own songs. I haven't done that since I was little. While listening to Michael Buble I had a little thought:

Chicks were born to give you fever...when you kiss them...till you sizzle, what a lovely way to burn.

So men, when you kiss a woman, and you don't feel like you're going to burn up - you're probably kissing the wrong girl. Ask another one out and see what happens. I think if you're missing that passion - along with the emotion and mental connection - you're missing out on a lot. That's just a side thought I had this weekend.

My meeting got pushed back to earlier today from Friday. But when the director called me on Friday to tell me he couldn't make it, he said I sounded impressive. Which seemed a little funny to me. What people, especially men, found intimidating is not found impressive. This cracks me up. When I told Isaac about this, he said that is the thing about growing up, that which we once feared we realize that we like and need. Today at my meeting the director did seem really impressed. I'm ready to just help in whatever fashion I can. I'm so stoked to work on another film. And I'm going to have a lot more responsibility this time around. I'm ready for it. I am happy being on film sets. It's home for me, so I'm glad to be there and help make the best film I can.