Interesting...

Here's the update I was thinking about before I talked to Sherridan last night.

I found out that Samson broke up with his girlfriend. I don't know exactly when it happened, but it did. So I promptly asked my friends' advice.

Me: Samson is single again...
James*: wasn't aware he was dating at some point
Me: maybe I could start texting him again
ohyeah
like a month and a half ago he started dating this girl
I guesss they were together for about a month because now they're broken up
maybe I should send him a text thanking him for the AD advice and that I'm really
loving it
and that i'm seconding in december for a feature
James: just don't get yourself hurt again
Me: it's still all the same hurt
just now maybe he might respond back
Leigh would tell me no
and i want to tell her
but also would tell me no
James: im kind of telling you no
Me: I'm going to ask other people
because i want a yes
James: good luck with Samson
Me: yeah, I'm going to ask around before I do anything

Today
James: what happened to Samson
Me: I didn't text him
I'm just going to let it go for now
if something happens, then it happens
but right now, i'm content with what else is going on
James: good mentality to have
Me: yeah. right now is a nice time for me
i might have options

Then I asked Nate and Adamar* - who I happen to also like, but he has a girlfriend.

Me: Just found out Samson is single again. Do you think I should send him a little thanks for advice text?
Nate: If you seek him out you empower him. You should have the upper hand so be careful what you say if anything.

Adamar: Well, you might wanna hurry up and get down there!
Me: He lives in New Orleans. Maybe if I just give it some time and maybe let him think about things with me before attacking again? I'm going there in March to visit.
Adamar: Yeah. I have no idea anymore. i'm about to epic fail my current relationship so I probably shouldn't give advice... lol
Me: Oh no! I thought you guys were going so well. If you ever need to talk I'm a good listener.
Adamar: Thanks but no thanks. I just really don't have time for a girlfriend... And I also offer no promise for any sort of future... So I'm not a very ideal partner. Who knows. I could care less about other people's needs right now...

A little bit of information about Adamar before I finish my thoughts... He's a really interesting guy. We had to be at a casting session for hours on end one weekend and we really got to know each other. He's shooting a feature in the Summer and I definitely want it. I went out with him, his gf and another couple the other night. We had a ton of fun, but his gf was totally marking his territory. At first I really didn't want to go downtown because I knew I was going to be the only single person. But he kept asking me and everything so I said okay. After dropping me back off at my car, and I assume when he got home he sent me this text:

Adamar:hey. get home safe! thanks for coming downtown. you were totally cute! <3 Adamar

So I don't know about that. With the whole Samson thing I think I'm just going to let it all play out. I won't have a chance to see him until March, so I'm not going to try anything. And right now, with Sherridan. Who knows what'll happen. Which, I'll post on that next.